I have been busy in the crazy catch up work wise after the Holidays and trying my best to enjoy my "mandatory month off of fertility". At first glance I was very happy. It was almost like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders and I could try to relax on the fertility front.
However, about week 2 while taking my morning vitamins and herbs I got really pissed off. What pissed me off is when I looked at my Prenatal vitamins. I had that crazy conversation not just in my head but to the bottle of Prenatal vitamins. A song comes to mind, "What have you done for me lately".... I made a decision I will call my "rebellion", I stopped taking those Prenatal posers. Ok, ok, I know- they are helping but I was just so mad all the sudden. Prenatal vitamins are not cheap. Not to mention I already take about 10 vitamins and herbs everyday. I feel healthy. And still nothing. Again, I digress.
I also started reading a book that Molly recommended, "Every Drunken Cheerleader, Why Not Me". I have not been able to read the entire book yet, but so far it is really good. It reminds me none of us going through fertility issues are alone. Right now I just feel like plane number 5 scheduled for take off in God only knows when.
Good news on the regroup meeting with Dr. M. Originally we were not able to get an appointment with her until January 27th, but she had an opening and now we will see her on January 11th. I am both scared and excited to see what she thinks the next step is in our journey. I will be sure to post after we meet with her!
In the mean time I am so grateful for the love and support from our families, friends and readers. Without you guys I am not sure where we would be, so again, I will say- my cup runneth over.
Cheers (with wine, yum) to 2012 my friends!
Thought it appropriate to finally add a pic of Molly and I. We had a great double sushi date with our amazing husbands before they jetted off to Hawaii.