Tomorrow marks another hurdle.
Another blood test.
I am still very wary of the results.
I am not swayed, by any means, that all is well.
I am not expecting bad news - let's just say I am prepared for it.
A lot of people have asked how I am feeling.
And the best answer to that question is...
I still have no real expectations.
I no how it could end.
Been there, done that.
What I don't know is what it would be like to actually go the distance.
Therefore, I am still unattached to this pregnancy.
Every small hurdle makes it a bit more real and more exciting.
But it also reveals how far I actually have to go.
You could say I am "under promising so I can over deliver".
This helps makes the high points a little bit more high.
And the low points a bit easier to swallow.
If all goes well tomorrow, they will schedule an ultrasound for next week.
To me, that's a huge hurdle.
So for now...
And hopefully and ultrasound to follow.
day by day.
Step by step.
Hurdle by hurdle.
The Lord will take care of me.
He always does.